To be on my own
'Cause I feel so defeated
And I'm feeling alone
And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land
And all I see
It could never make me happy And all my sand castles
Spend their time collapsing
Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
Let that be enough
It's my birthday tomorrow
No one here could now
I was born this Thursday
22 years ago
And I feel stuck
Watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows he's needy
Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough
My sister and I traded a bunch of music a few months ago, and I discovered this song. Neither of us knew who wrote it; it was just in a random playlist. But ever since I first listened to it (maybe...March? April?), it captured the essence of so many things that are 'me' now. I didn't even know it was Christian--thought that the "You" in the last verse was just another family member or friend.
But today when I googled it (I was trying, unsuccessfully, to have it play on my blog), I found out that it was from an early Switchfoot album!!! And I'd listened to that album a lot, back in the day (or actually when I started getting into Switchfoot and then listening to their older stuff, too), but that song had never stuck out.
It's interesting to see what speaks to you now, and what is simply saved until a more auspicious time. That's why the same things are still new, and perhaps why we don't have to fear growing old. Because there is still wonder--mercies are new every morning.
I love how a simple song can capture so much. It seems like the great musicians never shied away from simplicity--the familiar I IV V vi (ooh!) V I. And yet there is so much creativity there.
They also reach far beyond the regular progressions, but it isn't forced... they have the creative maturity to handle weird and wonderful things like French 6ths.... unlike when I was taking Music Theory and tried to force the new chords I was learning into songs I wrote. Just stilted and weird.
I guess it goes back to the right time. We need to be content with where and who we are now, with what God is doing in and through us. This isn't embracing stagnation, but instead lifts burdens of misguided expectations. Which goes back to the song--
let me know that You love me, and let that be enough.
enough.
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