I sobbed and sobbed at a Furnace prayer meeting, and wasn't sure why. Was worshiping on the side when someone came up and said that he felt that God was telling me, it's ok to dance, to let your emotions out, no one's judging you, feel free to go in the back.
And so I went and immediately began crying, and then weeping, all the while venting to God that I was so tired of crying, I didn't want to cry this hard, my mascara will look terrible down my cheeks, etc. I truly didn't know why I was sobbing, but as the worship got more intense, I cried more.
Just more healing. I think.... then it moved to a more intercessory song, and I was crying for the nations and for His glory to go forth. Maybe it's both?
I don't know.
Afterwards I was utterly exhausted, and still am. I need to get up the energy to go to bed...prayer and weeping will really take it out of you.
God what happens spiritually when I cry?
Could it be you're jealous of my tears?